Crowley keeps all his most beautiful, cherished memories in his phone, like the one above. Or this one:
I WEEP FOR THE PEOPLE WHO GENUINELY THINK CROWLEY IS STRAIGHT BLESS
Okay can we give round of applause to Jensen and his amazing acting skills like seriously I was so scared from this scene because that’s not the “Dean” we know anymore and yet look at Sammy he will go to the end of the world to save him even though I am sure he saw his eyes and felt it too but he won’t give up on his brother no matter what.
holy I’m gonna try this
I'm a demon!
My personal favourite shot of the episode. It’s always the calm and silent ones that get me most. The ones that don’t need any dialogue, because the pictures capture it all. I love how Jensen created this version of Dean, because Demon!Dean is just as layered and complicated as the Human!Dean. Pensively sitting by the piano a drink close by. I LOVE it to pieces. And that without even taking into account the wonderful callback to 9x17 with Dean staring at his hand. Not only to assess what is going on with him and what he has become - this shot right here is all about self reflection, which is why it is so awesome - but also to get a grip on what it means to be human or rather a demon. larinah recently talked about Dean having to face eternity - immortality now. And to me this is very much what this shot was about. Dean realizing that the blade cannot harm him, cannot kill him. It almost has a twisted sort of vanitas stil life overtone for me. Him looking at his bleeding hand (first with human than with black eyes) - still bleeding red, human blood is such a powerful visual for duality to me and how there is still so much humanity within Demon!Dean (and how his eyes shift bakc to human during the realization *dies*). Though covered underneath the wreckage. Yes, it’s a wonderful scene in which the duality and complexity of Demon!Dean at the same time being alive and dead, human and demon gets explored. God, I love the exploarion of identity. Give me more!!!
spn 9x18 Meta Fiction - Dean worrying about Cas
# REMINDER THAT DEAN CARES ABOUT PRETTY MUCH NOTHING RIGHT NOW # HE DECIDED TO KILL AN INNOCENT GIRL JUST BECAUSE SHE HAD BEEN BRAINWASHED BY HER ABUSERS AND KIDNAPPED BY THEM # HE SEES THE WORLD IN MOSTLY BLACK RIGHT NOW AND VERY LITTLE CATCHES HIS ATTENTION ENOUGH TO MAKE HIM CARE #BUT HE GAVE UP HIS REVENGE MISSION AGAINST GADREEL AND THEIR LEVERAGE AGAINST METATRON IN ORDER TO GET CAS BACK # HE CALLED CAS’S PHONE 6 TIMES AND TURNED ON HIS GPS WHEN HE WOULDN’T ANSWER # HE SENT SAM TO GO FIND HIM # TELL ME DEAN WINCHESTER DOESN’T LOVE CASTIEL # HIS ONE LIGHT IN THIS AWFUL DARKNESS (via:theangelshavethewinchester)
I wonder if we shall ever be put into songs or tales. We’re in one, or course; but I mean: put into words, you know, told by the fireside, or read out of a great big book with red and black letters, years and years afterwards.